You were a lot braver than I was. I felt ashamed and pathetic and even though I wanted to talk to you, and not being able to talk to you left me with a hole in my heart... I just wasn't able to.
[ Even more than that, it was as if En had taken Atsushi for granted. What if Atsushi were to disappear? He'd have wasted one or two weeks making up excuses to avoid him when it could have been extra time together. He says they'll leave together, but he knows he can't promise it because no one has control over how long they stay. ]
...So I mean it. Thank you.
[ Atsushi's not so passive anymore, and En's glad for that. He doesn't think their friendship would fall apart, but the longer they waited, the deeper the rift would have become. ]
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[ Even more than that, it was as if En had taken Atsushi for granted. What if Atsushi were to disappear? He'd have wasted one or two weeks making up excuses to avoid him when it could have been extra time together. He says they'll leave together, but he knows he can't promise it because no one has control over how long they stay. ]
...So I mean it. Thank you.
[ Atsushi's not so passive anymore, and En's glad for that. He doesn't think their friendship would fall apart, but the longer they waited, the deeper the rift would have become. ]